How I Tamed the Beast - Chapter 2

James Barbour Blog

• Serrano, American Cancer Society and Rebecca

  I've been in NYC working on a fun new project called SERRANO - It's a parody of Cyrano and I'm having a load of fun. As many of you know I joke that I always play the "Dark Brooding Guy" and this time I get to have fun in a comedy. Joel Zwick is directing (My Big Fat Greek Wedding not to mention all of Hershey Felder's hit one man shows AND Back From Broadway that Hershey and I wrote and performed all those years ago).  What an incredible guy and I'm blessed to be working with him again. Glad to be in NY because last night I was asked again for the second time in two years to sing at the Starry Night Gala fundraiser for the American Cancer Society.  I was accompanied by Ben Sprecher, producer of REBECCA. For those of you who haven't heard, REBECCA is back on for Broadway.  Opening night is November 18th so get ready for the "Burning Down The House (the house quite literally burns down on stage) going to be very cool. Here's a link: REBECCA Come and join us at The Broadhurst! And follow me on twitter: @james_barbour

• Easter Sunday and everything else

  It's always the Holidays that remind me of my Mother.  She was so giving and tried always to make a special effort to make everyone feel special. Easter brought with it, baskets, eggs, dinner, family and insight into the spiritual nature of Man. Although I came from a Methodist background, I was raised in a predominantly Jewish neighborhood surrounded by many different races and cultures and because of that I was exposed to a myriad of religions from Christianity, Judaism, Hinduism, Buddhism you name it.  We were a very diverse cultural melting pot for which I am ever grateful. What I learned from this was no matter what your religion (or non religion) we are all on the planet sharing it together.  I am constantly amazed when people fight, when people use religion as a battle ground and most amazingly when they point out the "lesser" in someone rather than pointing out their strengths.  What does that accomplish? That was a rhetorical question.  I see what it accomplishes, news stories, gossip, fear, control, diversion from the truth and in the most ultimate cases...war and even death. This goes not just for religion but for many topics that are filling the news, gay marriage, racism, politics, etc. etc. Take for example the bullying that is so prevalent today.  Well folks, let me tell you, this 6'4" guy was bullied in elementary school as a skinny, dorky kid who had a big gap between his front teeth. I've always been one to speak my mind and stand up for what I think is right.  I distinctly remember a rift between the "cool" kids and the "not so cool" kids.  With the "not so cool" kids being picked on, ridiculed and belittled for something as ridiculous as wearing jeans that were out of style or becasue their family didn't have as much money as someone else. Perhaps it was because I didn't understand this rift that I spoke out they way I did. But I simply couldn't tolerate someone being belittled because they were "different" and because of that I spoke my mind, quite loudly at times (and still do).  I wanted to help those who for some reason couldn't do it for themselves. My friends were very diverse in background, always have been.  Different races, different religions, different everything.  The bottom line for me once again was...we were all people.  So what if someone had blonde hair or darker skin? They had a heart that beat like mine, a mind that dreamed and passion for life. They were my friends. I moved from a private school to a much larger public school and because of my stance of "helping" others, I quickly became a point of attack for a couple of people (whom I later realized must have been really hurting in some way).  Even during those frequent bullying episodes (some of which lasted into high school), I can remember asking myself why were they doing this?  Why were these guys so mean? I just couldn't understand why everyone simply didn't like everyone else.  It just didn't make any sense whatsoever. So what did this bullying do to me? I should say...what did this do FOR me? It made me stronger. It taught me that those who strike out usually have something to hide or have something that is hurting them deep down inside and they have the need to divert that emotion and pain toward something else otherwise that pain and emotion will eat them up.  They have no outlet for what they are dealing with and in turn lash out at targets that may not have any connection with that internal pain in an effort to either divert attention from themselves or in an effort to make themselves feel better by belittling or ridiculing another. By doing so they then "rise up above" the person they've belittled or attacked, even if just for a few minutes.  It justifies them. In my life I've become the target of a few such attacks.  In them I always look for the truth, I always try to look behind the immediate attack and find the source from whence it comes.   I learned to do this because the truth as seen by the masses isn't always the full or real truth and the visage of the person doing the attack isn't always who they really are. They can be more aggressive than they appear or as I said they can be lashing out from a deep pain but continuing and repeating that cycle of action from which they so desperately wish to escape. Is there a hidden agenda, a hidden truth? Why isn't the full story related?   Why? Because it's not "news worthy"and there wouldn't be a "story." Friends and family who know me have often asked if I was angry due to the bullying and the attacks in my life. The answer is no.  Confused sometimes, but I'm honestly more sad and empathetic for those who attacked, because I know their pain...is greater than anything I could ever imagine. There comes a time to let the truth shine and as the saying says "The truth will out." So on this Easter day I am grateful to those in my life, family, friends, supporters.  I'm grateful to my mother who instilled in me a sense of gratitude for life.  She and my father taught me that "helping" was one of the most blessed gifts...I truly believe one gets more from giving than they do from getting, at least I do. It's funny, a few years ago someone from my school days reached out to me.  I hadn't spoken to this person in years and when they finally contacted me they were so wonderfully gracious about my success. So supportive, so insightful.  The irony is that this person forgot (or so it seemed) that they were one of the very people who belittled and "bullied" me in school, who during those years, made my life a living hell for a few months at a time.  After they contacted me I distinctly remember asking myself..."well, Barbour, what do ya do now?"   I mentioned this to a friend who suggested I completely ignore the person, not say a word and in fact pretend that I didn't remember who they were. "That'll teach 'em."  What did I do?  I greeted them with open arms, never to this day have mentioned the past and we became fast friends.  The past is gone, it lingers only in memory but had I chosen to take my friends advice and ignore that person, I would have been keeping that past alive in me.  I have no desire to live in pasts, I look to the future.  Nothing that has happened to me will ever deter me from enjoying the wonders of life, from watching the beauty of my children grow as the years roll on.   Time passes, life changes and we do grow, it's how we deal with those changes that is the test.  What will you do? I'm grateful for my life.  I'm grateful for the obstacles because it makes the wonderful times even that much greater. This is a holiday of rebirth and I encourage each of you to look on things a little differently.  Those whom you might have before brushes aside, look at them anew.  Those to whom you hold so dear, hold them closer, to those whom you've hurt even inadvertently, regain their trust. We are all on this planet together.  Wouldn't it be wonderful if we could live in harmony?  Tall task?  Sure...but why not try.  It might just make our lives a little bit better and I bet we'll have fun in the process.

• Travel and Holmes

  So I laid down some songs for a new Sherlock Holmes musical. The premise of this one is kind of ingenious. I'm very excited about it. I posted a few photos from the recording session on twitter. And by the way...please follow me on twitter here @james_barbour I've been asked to sing at the ARIIX international launch on April 27 and 28 in Anaheim. I gotta tell you guys, I really love this company. The integrity of the executive team and the quality of the products are of the highest level. I've learned so much. For you moms and dads out there or even anyone who is looking to become a mom and dad in the very near future I encourage you to take a look two videos on this website. www.healthybabyacademy.com It was created by my good friends Tim and Laura Sales. There is a reference tab on the site for those of you who would like more information. Tell them I sent ya (enter my name in the tab) and Tim and Laura will forward you information about this great division of ARIIX. Immediately following the ARIIX launch I'm off to NYC for three weeks in May to work on a new show...it's a comedy. I get to reunite with some old friends and colleagues on this one. I'm looking forward to it. That fills out April and May. June and July are packed as well with yet another reading of a musical and a nice trip to Korea to sing some music with a leading lady I've shared the stage with a few times. (That last one I'll leave a bit of a mystery for now). There are so many great events coming up...my cup runneth over. Remember, visit the site and tell them I sent ya. And don't forget to follow me on Twitter!